(Last updated: 6-07-2024)


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Friday, 6-07-24: Dad's birthday that I can't go to because my life fuckin' sucks.
Pop is 75 today, and it's his actual birthday. I'd see him if I didn't live 1.5 hours away and have my loser fuckin' ass tired to this restaurant that I no longer want to own. Whose fault is that? MINE!


Work is going to be epic busy over the weekend. I expect tonight to crank, and tomorrow will be even busier. Sales *should* be great, and we need the revenue. However, we're running extremely short-staffed all weekend due to some scheduled time off, having to fire a server, and now our only dishwasher for tonight just called out. Gods damn it! The kid better really be sick because he knows how screwed we are without him. We're going to be running a busy Friday night down a server, a new hire out back who has never worked that event before, NO DISHWASHER, down a cook, it's all-bad.

Oh, after we close I have to set the event room up for a giant meeting with 140 people for tomorrow. The room will need to be cleaned, rectangle tables removed and round tables set up, tablecloths, bathrooms cleaned, etc. The event tomorrow will have people rolling in as early as 0800, before we even open officially, so I need to have it done. I'm probably not going to bivouac until 0330-0400 and I need to be back tomorrow by 0900 so I can help. What a bunch of crap!

I doon't mind not seeing Dad on his actual birthday because that's common. Mom works Fridays and Saturdays so they're doing a party for him Sunday, and I can't go because I HAVE TO FUCKING WORK. We have a lot going on Sunday as well including a big graduation party later in the day with 60-70 people coming. I'll go down for a visit next week, but I don't know when yet I'll have to figure that out later. Father's Day is the Suunday the 16th, but I can't go down for that because work should be busy and I'll also be needed for that.

I don't even know what I'd do if I didn't have to work weekends anymore. Would I get bored? I don't mind working weekends if I get time off during the week, but I don't get time off during the week either. What a bunch of crap! Even worse, I don't get paid to work at the restaurant. Hopefully the work we put in will lead to profits one day or at least a good jump in value so we can sell it and walk away with a decent enough chunk of money to not have to stress about paying bills for a long time. Maybe? Hopefully!

The restaurant has become quite popular around town, we have a 4.6 Google rating, and at times we really crank. Unfortunately doing a million dollars in sales in a year isn't enough to make money. What a bunch of crap! The Google rating is one of the best ratings for a restaurant/bar in our entire area. Sadly lots of people still don't know we exist and we still make mistakes that cost us business at times.


Thursday, 6-06-24: Well that was kind-of a shit party.
On the "I hate my life" scale right now it's a 10/10. What a bunch of crap! However, I am listening to NES Legacy of the Wizard theme song to cheer me up. The guy gets a 'butt cheek" and he has energy. Does it make any sense at all? Of course not! This game was so far ahead of its time that I couldn't even handle it. However, I'm 48.5 years old and I can't really even handle my own life. everything FUCKIN SUCKS.

^The main dungeon theme song for this song is awesome and if you disagree with me then I hate you. I probably hate you anyway, but I'll hate you a little more. I wish I could make that my cellphone ring-tone again, but I suck. a lot.

My wife's 49th birthday was today, and at times it was a bunch of crap! She got so drunk she chundered in the driveway and all over her sandals, but at least I got those off her before she came into the house. I was a bit drunk, but compared to her ass I was a 1/10 and she is a 10/10 on the drunk-scale. Now I'm boozed up more because I'm thinking about how much I fucked up my life. I suck!


I decided today that I'm done owning a restaurnt. I can't quit now without losing all the money I ever earned in my ENTIRE FUCKIN LIFE but soon enough I'm checked out. Hell, I'm checked out of my own marriage I've tried to divorce my wife a few times but I never got the job done. Opening that restaurant was really dumb. I knew it was dumb at the time as well, but I suck. I never got to that next level, and that's okay because I got far enough. If I die right now hey I don't care I've had a good enough life.

All I wanna know is why? Why at our age does a birthday even matter? I know it's a good way to break up the monotony of everyday life, but birthdays aren't really worth celebrating when you're 48 or 49. I don't even want anyone to know when I have a birthday because I don't want that spotlight.

I was reading an old jornal of my life earlier, and it honestly makes me hate my current life even more. I think I was happier in 1998 and early 1999 working at Aubuchon Hardware for Roger at $6 per hour than I am now. However, I don't even get paid at the restaraunt I make zero dollars. What a bunch of crap!





Sunday, 6-02-24: Hey cool I didn't have to walk.
The weather this weekend has been fantastic. It was "only" 72 yesterday and a little crisp at times, but overall no complaints. Today has been the real gem, and I've been outside enough to get a little more tan. Not one cloud and not too windy. I did yoga then went for a 2.5-mile jog, and I didn't have to walk any of it. Oh Jesus, hell ya! I can't remember the last time I was able to go 2.5 miles without walking some of it, definitely not this year. My time was 21:24 so about an 8:41 per mile pace. I felt slow, but that's okay I'm never fast anymore and that pace is about my norm.

^Perfect weather for a jog and that low dew point is really great. I got my ass kicked at work last night and pulled a 12-hour shift; I didn't get home until 0320 and I thought I'd wake up wasted like Doc-J and 8-Ball from Full Metal Jacket and be too tired for a jog. Now I actually feel pretty good, but I'll crash out later.

Work last night wasn't bad to start, but we got packed by 2030-2100 because there was a big drag/metal show in the event room. Sales ended up being fantastic, our best June day of sales in one day ever, but it was a lot of work and a lot of steps for my loser-ass all over the place. That's why I thought I'd suck for a jog today; the standing and cruising all over the place at works wears me out some. Not all at once, but it's definitely cumulative.

The event room was a mess but not damaged, and the metal show went until the very end so the bands were still leaving at 0200. I had to clean the entire space and set up tables and chairs for today's "Country Jam" event. Good thing we have the Country Jam today because sales on the restaurant side suck. What a bunch of crap! It's just too nice of a day, a 10/10 as far as weather. We can't compete with the good, warm, summer-like weather. Too many other fun/relaxing things to do outdoors.

Working at the restaurant is burning my ass out so I don't think I'll be doing it much longer. Kat has a knee replacement scheduled for August 5 so I'll stick it out at least until she recovers well enough to get back at it. I don't plan to simply quit, I'd still help here and there, but working every Friday and Saturday night plus doing everything else = DO NOT WANT. The restaurant business isn't where I truly belong. We don't even make money doing it. What a bunch of crap!

Everything I just wrote in the paragraph above will be moot if we lose money this month. We NEED to turn a profit this month or else we will either have to close or find a buyer for the place. I think we will make money based on upcoming events and the payroll cycle and everything else, but I'm only about 80% confident in that. Last month we spent $9500 more than we made so that's a huge monthly loss. What a bunch of crap! Part of that is the calendar for payroll and other bills, but the other part is our own failure at how we staff and run the place. We just had one bad week, the last week for Memorial Day, but it hit us hard. Next year we'll have to run a smaller staff for Memorial Day weekend, especially if the weather is good like it has been the past couple years.

A stretch of really great weather is expected for most of this week so I'm sure sales will be slow until next weekend. However, we do have some big events next weekend so from Friday-Sunday it's going to be A LOT of work. We're gonna be short-staffed as well, and we had to fire a server. She was one of our best servers, but also one of our worst at times due to almost getting into a fight with two different co-workers, sometimes being a beotch, and being tardy/calling out too much. Too bad for her because overall I did like working with her and I trusted her. She was with us for 3+ years and was almost one of our originals as we hired her only a month after we grand opened in 2021.

We only have a couple people left on our staff who opened the place with us in March, 2021. We have two cooks (one down to part-time two days a week now) and a server/manager. Maybe there's someone else I'm not thinking of, but I doubt it. We do have a few others who've been with us almost since the beginning and of course my awesome wife and I are on that list.

Alright turds, all two of you who read this bootleg site, I gotta clean up and go to work soon for my 1500-2200 shift. If it's really slow I'll be done closer to 2145, but we'll see how it goes. I seriously doubt we'll be busy for dinner. Sometimes we are on a Sunday evening, but usually not when the weather is this nice.


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